Confessions

I really have a lot of things to tell but I'm afraid I would bore people and make them think I'm jabbering all the time. But sometimes it feels good to just mention certain things.
Yesterday I went to a "rommel markt"; I like going to these events. I got a lot of things at give-away prices. Things I really needed. To make my life more comfortable. And perhaps make me more attractive and iresistible.
While interacting with people I noticed that most of them were very friendly and kind towards me. A few of them looked at me with some degree of shyness. I don't know why. One woman mumbled something to herself when she gave me my things. Something like "schattig". I don't know what she really meant. Or maybe I was just imagining things.
I also noticed that some women were teasing me.
While going for a spin today, two young girls kept teasing me. They said I was wearing very nice sunglasses. And they asked where I bought it. I was about to give it away but realized I was wearing a single pair and didn't want to make the other jealous.
Yesterday, I saw Rebecca, who works at the local supermarket. She's very pretty and she's hot. She's a natural blond but her beauty is not flawless. Well, at least according my ideal. There is something about her face that makes her less perfect. And I don't know exactly what it is. But she's probably the prettiest of them all.
I've been flirting with her taking care not to be obvious. And she wouldn't look me in the eye. I think most hot girls don't stare into other people's eyes. She just kind of squint at me. And I take it as an indication of interest. So I reward her by actually wagging my brows at her openly the last times. She's beginning to laugh at me and with me.
There are a lot of other things I want to mention. But it would open some old wounds for me.